Literally the exact same as how I feel, couldn’t put it any better.
I normally get to April time before thinking “hmm I do have city that day, but may as well go to X instead” because of the season being dead and gone.
Cardiff home was my last game of the season for sure, unless the final home game of the season is roaring sun, and there’s a BBQ pre/post game with the group on the cards, earliest I’ve ever sacked off my season ticket.