Hi Tone, only just picked up on this story, so sad mate. We lost our german shepherd way back in 2008 (I mentioned the war once but got away with it). Seriously though mate I said no more dogs because of the heartache when they leave us but I get peace & happiness knowing she had a great life with us, I feel sure you will get the same feelings eventually mate.
Chin up mate & thanks for being a good owner/dog lover.
Cheers from Oz ?